upsanddowns

2006-12-17T14:16:00.000-08:00

DOWN DOWN DOWN !!

mii n guowei ended ..
haiis ..
iive thousands of unbearable .
haiis ..
it feels like thousands of needles piercing into muii heart last nights ..

haiis ..
but wad to do ..??

nort suitable .. still wun last long fer a couple de l0rhhs ..
cos it cant b f0rced .. !
anyway.. hope he will recover his hand asap .. !!

anyway ..
now having holidays lia0s le ..
going to find a part time job s0on ..
muii fren intro mii to work at ngee ann city ..
hmm..
hab to wait fer her c0r bahhs ..
thanks felicia !~

2006-12-12T12:05:00.000-08:00

hmm.. fer de past one week ...
mii hab been taking care of muii laogong..
c0s he injured himself one week ago ..
bc0s of mii..

IIM SORRIES ! ~

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two more days t0 muii OFP exams lia0s lerr ..
must studyy hardd w0rhhs..

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anyway ii jus noe muii EFW CA results..
ii gt 88 / 10o ...

impressed wib muii own result bahhs.. =x

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`!! THANKS TO MUII DEAREST BENDAN FAMILY AND MUII DEAR =)

2006-12-03T15:30:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to town to meet muii BENDAN FAMILY..
long time din meet them lorhhs..
we t0ok pics..
happi happi w0rhhs.. heehees !!
but de pics wibb ck ( bendan1) camera.

waititng fer her to upload norhhs..
thanks alot mui bendanS fer de day..
enjoy muiiself loads..
n oso thanks mui dear to pei mi there t0o.. =)

* thanks fer ck de ultraman keychain..
*thanks dear fer ur nice nice jacket.. =)

yeah!!

mii later at nights going to seletar ...
wibb muii la0gong..

LOVE HIM !

2006-12-01T12:05:00.000-08:00

hmm.. now in sku...

habing muii OFP lessons now..

hmm.. jus now thanks H8 celebrate muii bday fer mii..
although weishan isnt around..

but.. its alrights larhhs..
got the rest already happy lia0s lerr..

heheess =))

2006-11-22T14:05:00.000-08:00

yeterday evening mui mummy chatted wib euu..
but overall ii feel dat mui mummy minds alot fer euu t0o..
mus show muii mummy tat....
we are gonna last long long de w0rhhs..

no matter wad...
euu're special t0 mii..

muii past dun exist in mui mind n heart anymore..
till dis seconds..
muii mind n heart consist of memories of MII n EUU *

07o806 ~

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

muii birthday wishes ~

- a adidas jacket from heartland mall de SPORTSLINK..

- a 1kg teramisu bday cake..

- heart-shaped necklace

- one day out wiv muii dear on 3rd dec. .
regarding to where. .
ii wish to go to somewhere special. .

2006-11-15T12:48:00.000-08:00

yesterday muii dear dear came fetch mii home from sku.
so gao xin lehhs =))

later euu coming t0o..
heehees..

dear must takecare w0rhhs..
euu de tummy pain pain lorhhs..
if n0rt mii heart pain pain worhhs..

muacks..

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msg to CK:
sorry dat mii haben return euu de stuffs yet..
sorries fer delaying ..

msg to CIN n MAR :
II MISS EUU

2006-11-12T22:39:00.000-08:00

sorries BENDAN family..
din went out wiv euu gurls..

ii will try t0 meet up euu all s0on. .

sorries gers..
takecare w0rhhs. . =))

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msg to gw:

ii hab MANY of SORRIES to say bahhs..

- firstly,ii din keep mui words. . told euu tat ii will meet euu todays.. cos euu din work. . but ii din..

-secondly, told euu last nights ii wun go out. . but ii din.

-thirdly, ii make uu worried fer mii.. make euu sad.. make euu angry..

- forthly, ii make euu lose yur trust on mii. . haiis =((

sorries fer all dis .....

SIMPLY LOVE can be same again?
ii WAN. . dats muii answer n0rhhs. .
euu?

07o806*

2006-11-08T12:10:00.000-08:00

yesterday is our 3RD month anni. .heehees=))
SIMPLY LOVE <3

mii now at class. .
thinking bout euu. .
muii dear. .
=((

dear, euu cheer up okies?
we dun quarrel lerr okies?

ii dun mean to do or say anything tat upsets euu lor. .
IIM SORRY. .

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ii long time din see muii BENDAN family lorhhs. .
misses them loads.

CK. .
CINDEE..
MARILYN. .

2006-11-03T09:51:00.000-08:00

dis few days din blog. .
c0s iim feeling unwell fer de last one week norhhs.
habing coughs at times. .
but ii hab muii dear t0 takecare of mii. .
THANKS DEAR !

last nights we chatted on phone. .
iim realli feeling scared . .
dear please secure mii wib ur LOVE?

dear. .iim nort gonna leave euu . .

euu're muii guy fer dis life ..
hope euu'll keep ur word t0o..
ii will keep muii w0rd de. .

cos ii love euu deeply. . =))

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long time din tok to BENDAN members. .
ii MISS them. .

MUACKS =))

2006-10-25T11:17:00.000-07:00

n0w at home. .
c0s muii throat pain. . plus slight fever n0rhhs. .
din went t0 sku. .

last nights mii n muii dear broken up at de bball court. .
but we are back together at nights. .
after we chatted on phone. .
we tok everything out. .
dear. . ii really care alot b0ut euu. .
trust mi okies?

sorries bout last nights. .
its muii fault. .
ii shudd nort do things tat euu dun like . .
iim sorry. .
s0rry =(

anyway wish we two will hab a better future together. . =))
-iim waiting fer tat day t0 come. .
simply love <3>
remember wad we two promised each other last nights okies?
must keep it w0rhhs. . cant break it again t0o. . =x
hao bahhs. . now ii shud say more bout mui ben dan family.
last nights we four are there t0 play bball. .
heehees =))
thanks alot BENDANs fer being there =))
love euu all !!
MUACKS

anyway. . BENDAN ruler - MARILYN. .

here's de pics tat we t0ok long ago. lols. .

nice shots =))

sorries so late den post it w0rhhs. =))

and oso one more.
is to ANNIE de. .
lols. .

2006-10-23T13:10:00.000-07:00

yesterday m0rning. .
CHEONG MIN ER annie came n meet mii. .
to take back her mp3 fr0m mii. .
den we went t0 eat breakfast at mac. .
yummi. .
after tat annie went to work at katong mall . .
den ii meet her after her w0rk at sengkang. .
she went to pass something to ad. .
after tat we headed to hougang plaza to meet muii dear dear. .
den we went to play po0l. .
play till 8 plus..
den we went t0 eat. .
wen mii n annie ate till halfway. .
she cried out . .

mii n muii dear dear duno wad to d0 n0rhhs. .
c0s all we can do . .
is to remain silence n0rhhs. .

hope after last nights. .
annie is feeling better lia0s lerr. .

ger. . euu can live better den anyone . .
especially AD . .

understand?
euu must live wiv SMILES =))

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deardear.
last nights . .
euu're s0 sweet bahhs. .
anyway, jus to let euu know..
euu're muii guy now. . and in future t0o. .
simply love euu. .
muacks. .
no one gonna replaced euu ..
ii promise euu ..

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later gonna see euu plae s0ccer..
ii'm gonna stay at home n wait fer euu. .
love euu loadss. .

later plae soccer, mus takecare w0rhhs. .
=))

2006-10-21T19:30:00.000-07:00

hmm. . mii n mui dear back together lia0s. .
hao gao xin w0rhhs..
thanks dear fer giving both of us a chance to be back again. .
anyway last nights ii really enjoyed muii self lorhhs. .
love euu m0re n more. .

we chatted so happily last nights lorhhs.
iim so happy. .
tink euu n0w outside wib ur brothers l0rhhs.
must take g0od care w0rhhs. .
hope euu dao jia will send w0 a msg lorhhs. .
=))

*dun drink t0o much w0rhhs. .
*dun smoke so much t0o. .

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sorries annie cheong min er tat ii din go celebrate wib euu todays. .
s0rries.
but hope euu enjoy urself . . =))

2006-10-18T12:50:00.000-07:00

last nights mii n him hab ended our SIMPLY LOVE de journey lerhs. .
mii decided to end it bahhs. .
its very hurtful fer mii to continue bahhs. .
c0s it seems to be like one sided love likedat n0rhhs. .
ii seems to love him more den he love mii n0rhhs.
things isnt likedat in de 1st month wen we're together de. .
duno why things changes lia0s lerr lorhhs. .
s0b sob =((

although mii n euu hab ended. .
thanks alot fer de memories tat euu hav given mii. .
mii will keep in muii heart de. .
ii know euu'll forget mii real s0on lia0s ler. .
its alrights bahhs. .

it needs time fer muii heart to heal de pain . .

message fer him :

every mondays nights mus takecare while playing ur s0ccer w0rhhs. .
every thursday nights mus jiayous fer ur tkd w0rhhs. . =))
tink euu're going to w0rk at a new outlet of the party world lerr. . mus takecare whike w0rking too. . dun drink so many sweet drinks while working. . rmb of ur teeth w0rhhs. . =
thanks fer gibbin mii sweet memories tat we spend together. .
places like seletar reservoir road.. so sweet. h0w ii wish can go there at muii bday at nights wib euu. . but cant possible to happen lerr. .
euu're first guy to celebrate muii mummy bday. thanks alot boi. .
but mii n euu de fate hab ended so fast. .
it comes n goes so fast. in a twinkling of an eye n0rhhs. .
nvm.. ii n0rt gona blame euu lerr. .
n0 matter wad. .mus stay happy wib ur life n0w. .

SIMPLY LOVE ??

heehees. nice name. .
07o806-171o06

2006-10-11T23:15:00.000-07:00

jus now went out wib annie in de aftern0on . .
we went to toa pay0h played pool awhile. .
den we went to serango0n meet one of muii sec frend. .c0r cindy .. [ ah nai ]
den after tat ii went home ard 6 plus to watch muii 7pm de show at channel U lia0s lerr. .
at first tot of going to meet muii baby. .
to buy dinner fer him. . but he said dat he's meeting his dad lorhhs .. so its alrights =))

anyway, mii jus bathed out. .
before tat ard 8 plus. . mii n muii baby chatted on phone. .

things was alrights bahhs. .
den suddenly changes lia0s lerr. .

but ii wun blame him bahhs. .
ii blame muiiself. .

cos ii feel dat ii still improve muii self to b a better gf bahhs. .
dats y he'll said dat to mii during de phone c0r jus now bahhs .. =((

baby . .
iim foolish to euu bahhs. .
if ever one day euu tink tat its one sided love. .
den let mii go bahhs. .
ii dun wish tat iim de only one tat loving euu . .
okies muii baby?

but ii dun wish tat day will appear OR come l0rhh.

ii wish tat we can love each other. . .

5 more days to ur bday lia0s lerr. .

dunno wad say to euu. .

hope tat euu wun feels alone bahhs. .

no matter wad euu do. .
iim always behind euu de. .

loving euu loads. .

baby. .

can euu entrust ur love fer mii??

c0s ii need ur LOVE CARE TRUST. .
to BUILD UP MUII CONFIDENCE . .

ii scare muii confidence will ger lower each day. .

baby. . ii scare tat euu'll really leave mii one day. . =((

2006-10-05T16:36:00.000-07:00

last nytes mii first day working at BLISS . .
de working environment at there nort bad lorhhs. .
de pple there quite friendly de bahhs. .
last nyte got ck accompany mii lorhhs. .

mii later going to work. . .
den todays ck nort working..

hope tat everything goes well todays t0o. .

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guowei. 3 words. .
ii love euu

MUACKS .

2006-10-04T13:56:00.000-07:00

ii really duno how ii've done to passed de last 5 days n0rhhs. .
ii din see muii baby fer 5 days lia0s. .
he's working. . and ii missing him badly lorhhs. . !!

later iim going to work at bliss wiv ck..
gotta report work at 5...

first time working s waitress siahhs. .
kinda nervous bahhs. . =

tinking dat mui baby so g0od lorhhs. .
he can handle de drinks n food so well. .
pei fu lehhs. .

jus now euu c0r mii. . iim so happy lorhs.
although iim still lying on muii bed wen eu c0r. .
but iim realli happy to receive ur c0r. .

we chatted awhile only. .
but de moments are REALLI sweet. .

baby, euu dis few days r working. .
hope euu'll takcare. .
ii know iim a naggy gf t0 euu. .
sorry. .
jus dat ii realli minds alot fer euu. . .

dis few days iim tinking. .
are eu tired of dis relationship lia0s lerr?

haiis. . cos de way eu treats mii..
seems so cold lia0s lerr n0rhhs. .

mayb is ii tink t0o much lerr bahhs.
ii realli dun wish tat day will come lorhh. .

baby. ii realli loves euu loads. .

*o708o6 ``

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jus checked muii results.
den c0r him. .
no reaction le. .
=(

muii GPA 2.5 only. .
haiis. .

he wan mii to get 3.5
but ii din. .

ii wan work harder wen sku starts next semester. .

anyway, baby
ii tink now is ii love euu.
but euu dun feels anything to mii ler. .

wo hao sad =(

sorry . .

2006-10-02T13:51:00.000-07:00

four days didnt blog lia0s. .

on 1st oct : sorry... i noe is my fault... i'm just scared it will happen again...
01:39am

on 1st oct : Hmm... i also wont leave u liao...
01:42am

baby, yur dis two msg have been deeply stored in muii heart lerr..
nobody gonna erase it from muii heart. . only EUU ...
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remember muii baby, ii told euu tat iim nort gonna leave yur side no matter wad tat gonna happens lia0s lerr. . n iim different from ur ex. . . ii wun let ur past memories to happen de...

trust mii ??

baby, last nights ii am sorry fer wad ii've done..
sorry. .

ii alreadi said alot of sorries lia0s. .
jus simply hope tat euu wun angry wib mii liaos lerr..

ii wun do again lerr..

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ii said 9 times "love euu" at our blog..
same s here...

love euu
love euu
love euu
love euu
love euu
love euu
love euu
love euu
love euu

nobody gonna replace euu from muii heart. .
love euu more den anyone loves euu. .
miss euu more den anyone miss euu. .

hope euu will msg mii s0on. .

* waiting

SIMPLY LOVE <3

2006-09-28T13:20:00.000-07:00

yesterdae mii went to fengshan cc plae bball wib muii baby n frens. .
nice gaming. .
after tat went t0 eat at 85. .
mii n him eaten fried hokkien mee. .
but muii baby didnt eat finish. .
c0s he t0o full lia0s. .
after tat he send wo home lerr. .
while cindi,mar,ck,edwin,n marvin went home separately. .

we sat awhile under muii h0use to chit chat. .
baby, ii wish we two wun b separated again lerr. . hao mahh??

cos ii really loves euu. .

later euu havin ur tkd at nights.
mus takecare w0rhhs..

-sians. muii left eye swollen. duno wad happen lorhhs. wake up den swollen lia0s.-
=((

27th sep'o6 - mii.n.euu.de.first.time *

GUOWEI - ii love euu

2006-09-27T17:05:00.000-07:00

hey hey. . .

third time g0 plae bball wib him. . .
together wiv muii frens lorhhs. .

so hapi lorhhs. .

later hope we will hab a wonderful time playin. .

baby, mus tc of urself wen playin w0rhhs. .

love ur accompany w0rhhs. .

baby, ii'm special to euu??

ii still cant get a definite answer. .

but ii have. .

ii realli loves euu lots. .

muacks. .

no matter wad, ii love euu. .

SIMPLY LOVE-

- living without euu -

2006-09-25T13:20:00.000-07:00

three days didnt bl0g. .
cos alot of things happened between mii n him...

we'vre broken up. .
but ii dunwan to give him up at all. .

c0s ii really loves him. .

last nights is shuping's bday. .

mii saw euu. ..

euu was jus sitting in front of mii. .
but ii cant do anthing . .

cos euu said ii'm nobody to euu. .

dis few words keep appearing in mui mind. .

ii dunwan. . .

we've cold wars fer 4 days lerr. .
is long enuf lia0s. .

ii dunwan we two b likedat lia0s lerr. .

ii know y euu're angry wiv mii lia0s. .

can we jus give each other a chance to start all over again?

n dun brood over de past lia0s??

every couples sure will quarrel de. .

but, y we jus meet one obstacles, n we so easily give up on it??

guowei, ii know tat euu still loves mii. .
but can euu dun angry fer s0 long??

dis 4 days, ii've been tinking bout euu. . .

heart realli aches de. . .

euu know?

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euu realli giving up ?

i dun wish s0. . . ..

guowei, ii realli loves euu. . .

no matter wad, ii will loves euu. . .

euu're mui forever guy in muii life. .

ii will only gives euu up , wen euu tell mii tat euu fall in love wiv other girl. .

ii will den let euu go. . .

if nort, euu're nort gonna b replaced. . .

SIMPLY LOVE -

2006-09-23T12:15:00.000-07:00

last night is de night wen muii heart is shattered lerr..

mii n guowei realli ended our relationship lia0s..

fr0m de way he answer mar,ck n cindi questions. .

ii realli feel dat tat we two r being drifted apart lia0s. .

de gap is getting wider n wider. . .

nobody can help us lerr. . .

guowei, euu told ck they all saying tat eu still loves mii..

ii dun tink s0 lia0s lerr . . .
c0s euu msg mii saying tat. . . ii'm nobodi t0 euu lerr. . .
which means t0 say. .

we cant even b frens back lerr back. . .

nevermind-

euu jus simply cant get in wadever words tat pples say to euu de lorhhs. . .
unless euu YOURSELF wan LISTEN. .

eu will den LISTEN in ur EARS de lorhhs . . .

mayb ii love WRONG euu lerr. . .

giving euu muii love. . .

in returns. . . NOTHING. . .

euu caused mii to have a SHATTERED heart . . .

ii didnt do anything wrong. . .

and ii alreadi said many times

SORRI to euu. . .

wad fer. . .

forget it larhhs. .

euu can do watever euu wan. . .

ALSO NORT MUII BUSINESS LERR . .

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sunday, is SHUPING's bdae bbq. . .

euu said annie n ning ask euu go. . .

den GO lorhhs. ..

nort muii bday anyway. ..

LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA~~

dun say bout him lerr. .
he's GONNA extinct from muii life lerr. .

070806 - 22o9o6
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yesterday, went to play bball . . .

got .. CK, CINDI, MAR, SUSAN, JESS, BENG, SHARON. .

at first, we went to bedok cc to plae de. .
but who knows, there held an event. .
ended up, we walked to fengshan cc to play lia0s.
we played a match, twd lessons start lerr. .
den we've to change our location lia0s. .
we went to outside fengshan de court to play. .
nice games there. .
den a guy we know at mountbatten cc, he came down wiv his gf n one fren. .

sorrie w0rhs. to de guy, ii dun mean to play till likedat de. .
*but euu replied mii lerr.. saying dat euu dun take it to heart lia0s.

words to sharon: sorry fer last nights. .
words fer ck, mar, cindi : thanks fer wad euu all hav d0ne to bring mii n him back together.
but, our fate already ended lerr.
thanks fer being uii side last nights. . =))

2006-09-22T12:38:00.000-07:00

- CRUCIFY MUII LOVE -

last nights is a bad night fer mii..
he say tat we're broken up lia0s.
mii n him is over lia0s..

two days ago, things r alrights..
why two days later everything changes lerr??

euu said dat eu dun like things tat ii d0..
but..
euu cant c0ntrol muii life..
we r together.. doesnt mean ii've to listen t0 euu..
ii already do things tat wad gf shud d0 lia0s lerr lorhhs..
did euu appreciated it??

till n0w, ii haven hear a thanks fr0m euu yet..
so..
wad it means?!

are eu happy wen we're together an0ts?!

ii DUNO..

cos every two days, we'll quarrel...

WHY WHY WHY?!

ii DUNWAN ..

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guowei , although to eu..
we're already over lia0s.
c0s last night euu say so obvious lia0s..

sorries fer taking up ur precious time..

euu can continue working lerr..
euu can continue meet ur frens during weekends..
euu can continue to play soccer every monday nights..
euu can continue to go fer ur tkd training t0o..

SORRY ..

maybe ii'm nort a g00d girl t0 eu bahhs. . .
cos ii cant listen t0 ur words..

ii always do things tat euu dun like..

SORRY..

muii heart is shattered into many pieces lia0s..

ii realli love euu deeply..

never regrets-

SIMPLY LOVE - OVER *

GUOWEI - mii l0ve euu still ....

07o806 ..
ended?

2006-09-21T13:45:00.000-07:00

this should be muii first posting. .

yesterae, mii went bball-ing wiv muii frens n baby. .

yesterdae is de 3rd time ii take bus wiv him..
lols.. somemore, de bus fare fer yesterdae can let him top up half of his oil tank lia0s lerr..
sorri baby. .make euu waste money w0rhhs. .

we went to marine parade cc plae bball-ing wiv MAR, CINDI, CK ..
wen playiin.. he was injured.. muii baby injured his mouth .. and bleed lorhs.
hao xin tong n0rhhs. .
he was being elbowed by tianli norhhs.
hummph. .

baby, mus takecare of ur mouth worhs.
dun injured lerr. . okies?!

den about 7. .
we went to mountbatten cc to plae bball .. .
we started playiin quite happi de..
den g0t two girls added into de game.
which somehow....
makes de game abit weird lerr bahhs..
c0s they tw0 defend pple dat they duno in a way dat pple will surely c0r FOUL de l0rhhs..

hmmm..
den wen lights off, they started t0 play again..
den CK,MAR,CINDI played wiv them...
while mii n baby sit d0wn n slack l0rhhs..

dunno wad happen suddenlyy...
mar n one of de girl. . .
got quarrelled lia0s. .

den de guys over there, started to shout wiv de pple at dis side lia0s..
haiy0o0oo. ..
so COMPLICATED n0rhhs . . .

ended up, they seemed to angry wib each other bahhs..

lalalalalalalalalalalala~

den CK,CINDI,MAR they all take bus to boon keng n take train h0me lorhhs.
while, mii n muii baby take bus h0me. .

enjoyed de moments wen we two r together. ..
it might b short..
but ii cherish it alot. ..

before g0ing home, mii n him under muii h0use fer dinner. .
and our dinner is 12am lorhhs..

WAHAHAHAS . .

so early lorhhs..
we ate two pratas fer dinner. .
lols..

den muii baby headed h0me lia0s.
wiv his beloved 2nd dear. . his BIKE.. lols..

thanks baby . . .

feeling ur love is so wonderful.. =))

love every moments spent wiv euu..

muackss .. <3

wanlin+guowei = simply love =)